The Right Thing

am I doing the right thing?
I just can't help myself
being selfish
and unfair
particularly to you

you deserve to get more than this
to be loved
and wanted
as much as the effort you put in
loving me
wanting me

I just can't help myself
to desperately think, argue, and seek for the right thing
for you, for us
and for me

maybe..
just possibly..
I merely don't understand, don't recognize, don't get the idea of the right thing to do..
as I realize that there's nothing wrong about love...
..It is simply the right thing..